December 2011
2 posts
November 2011
4 posts
September 2011
2 posts
I am so sick of missing you. I’m so sick of wishing you were around. You destroyed me to the point it’s gonna take years and years to heal. But… I still love you.
I hate how everything is changing so fast.
August 2011
4 posts
Hickeys are little vampire footprints tell me he was here and here.
I CAN MAKE YOUUUR BED ROCK, BOYY.
It’s very weird, but upsetting when one of your close friends, your known for life comes out and tells you they like you, A LOT, and you have a boyfriend.. :(
It’s good that we have each othe. It’s like, you know, even if the whole world hates you, you still have someone to rely on.
July 2011
5 posts
I stood on the sidewalk, feeling marooned with this strange tide of kids moving around me, shoving me backward and forward with their motion, but never breaking me loose into the sea itself.
She was completely moldable: you just told her who was and she became it, just like that. She definitely wasn’t one of the popular kids, but she wasn’t one of the losers like me, either. She had always sort of walked this line in between, totally under the radar.
Time to get that shot glass, (:
I’m not perfect. I won’t ever be near the word perfect.
I’m pretty. But not beautiful.
I’m smart. But not a genius.
I’m funny. But not hilarious.
I’m nice. But not too nice, cause then I’d be fake.
I’m a bitch, only because I’m not always going to like what people say or do to me.
I’m not a liar, just because I choose not to tell...
There is a moment where you wish and pray for everything to change. Then there is that moment afterwards, where you realize wishing and praying won’t ever change a thing in the world.
April 2011
2 posts
February 2011
1 post
I’ve been forgiven for things I’ve said and done.
January 2011
13 posts
What’s holding me back? What’s keeping me from telling you the truth, and nothing but the truth? What’s a question without a honest answer?
I’ll tell you what’s holding me back. The bittersweet memories, the way the world isn’t spinning for us.
The way the secrets are hidden beneath the skin.
I am sick of hiding everything but I do.
1 tag
I reach out to find nothing.
I reach inward and still nothing.
So I look upward but see only stars that remind me of the stars in the eyes that put me in this place, making me cringe.
So I look downward and shuffle my feet as I go in this sick game.
Called life.
December 2010
4 posts
memories - “im blackanese”
strong person knows how to keep their life in order. Even with tears in their eyes, they still manage to say “Im ok” with a smile.
you’ll burn in hell this week,
November 2010
1 post
Sophistication is not what you wear or who you know.
October 2010
6 posts
I am done with your twisted symphony.
As one thing is beginning so another thing must die.
Somewhere weakness is our strength, I believe there’s hope hiding beneath it all.
Perception affects the way we see and make judgement about others.
If you limit yourself, you’ll fail
no more poision killing my emotion, i will not be frozen.
August 2010
1 post
I'm just picking myself up.
School, it keeps my mind occupied, so I don’t have to think or concentrate on anything but school. It relieves some stress. I’m going to be honest, my subjects aren’t as hard as I thought they would be this year. I remember alot from last yeaar.. WHich is good, it’s a better shot at highering my ACT scores to a twenty or twenty two.. Mr. King say that should be my goal....
June 2010
4 posts
Relationships
belabrava:
exit417:
constantflux:
People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime.
When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person..
When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed.
They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically,...
I don’t understand the meaning of best friends anymore….
May 2010
1 post
“The pineapple hitting the banana”
– “The pineapple hitting the banana up against the cherry”